Gaudeamus Award winner challenges status quo
鈥淚 was supposed to compete for the award in 2020, but the competition was postponed a year due to COVID,鈥 recalls Socolofsky. 鈥淚 had a fabulous experience in The Netherlands last fall, working with a number of contemporary European ensembles.鈥&苍产蝉辫;
鈥淲hile I was there in September, I had a new work premiered by the , I performed a feminist rager-lullaby of mine with the and I had another piece of mine performed by .鈥&苍产蝉辫;
She adds, 鈥淕audeamus brings in a new roster of guest ensembles every year and I will get to write for one of those guests in the coming years.鈥
Composer + performer
A venturesome composer and avant-folk vocalist, Socolofsky re-imagines traditional children鈥檚 lullabies in a new light through her feminist rager lullabies for a new queer era. She challenges societal norms and traditional ways of thinking鈥攅specially those that promote restrictive gender roles.
Among the three works that Socolofsky prepared for the international competition were 鈥淲ho am I to say?鈥 and 鈥淭he Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows: Silience.鈥&苍产蝉辫;According to Socolofsky, the text of the former is derived from an English nursery rhyme that encourages young girls to fantasize about who their future husbands may be. Socolofsky challenges the idea that worth is based upon a future husband, which ingrains heteronormativity within our culture.
鈥淭he Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows: Silience鈥濃攃ommissioned by Gaudeamus for the Z枚llner-Roche Duo for Gaudeamus Muziekweek 2021鈥攊s especially close to Socolofsky鈥檚 heart, composed just after the tragic mass shooting in Boulder last spring and serving as a means for grieving and processing loss.
鈥淎s a composer, there is only one thing that I can do better than anyone else on the planet, and that鈥檚 to be fully me,鈥 says Socolofsky. 鈥淚t鈥檚 my job as a composer to be genuinely and transparently myself in my music and that means embracing my love of other types of music, art and so on. To deny that would be to deny a part of myself.鈥&苍产蝉辫;
Educator
As an educator, Socolofsky is a strong proponent of the expansion of knowledge, simultaneously advocating for un-becoming鈥攖hat is, unlearning societal expectations and conditioning to rediscover who we are and who we can become.
鈥淢y job is to help students find themselves and communicate themselves through their music by supporting them in composing the most powerful and intentional music they can,鈥 says Socolofsky. 鈥淢y goal is to provide a space that recognizes and encompasses the loves and musicianship of each individual student.鈥&苍产蝉辫;
Socolofsky emphasizes the importance of exposing students to various types of music and genres outside of the contemporary classical music sphere. Indeed, the College of Music鈥檚 composition faculty recently hosted Vietnamese American composer Viet Cuong and Castle of Our Skins Founder Ashleigh Gordon while working to rebrand the college鈥檚 new music series (Pendulum) to be more inclusive of genre, aesthetic and style.
For Socolofsky, overhauling syllabi and class structure to 鈥渕ake my classroom as inclusive as possible鈥 is also a top priority. 鈥淭his includes using compositional examples written by women, trans, gender non-conforming, two spirit, BIPOC, non-European composers 鈥 and the many intersections of those identities,鈥 she says. 鈥淚t also means reaching outside of the classical genre entirely for musical study and compositional examples relevant to course material.鈥
Photo by Co Broerse: Annika Socolofsky performs 鈥淒on鈥檛 say a word鈥 with the New European Ensemble at Gaudeamus Muziekweek in Utrecht, The Netherlands, 2021.